...given up...

Wake in a sweat again, another day's been laid to waste, in my disgrace
stuck in my head again feels like I'll never leave this place
there's no escape I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up I'm sick of living is there nothing you can say
take this all away I'm suffocating
tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!!!!
I don't know what to take thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared I hyperventilate
looking for help somehow somewhere and YOU don't care!
I'm my own worst enemy!
Put me out of my misery!!!